its hard!so hard!peo ive decided..

April 14th, 2009 by bellexy

ang hirap!

sobrang hirap..

pero, npgicpan ko n..

nkkhiya, peo gnun n tlga eh..

i know he doesnt deseve it..

ako lng tlga tong may problema..

waaaah!!!

mahirap tlga..

dahil ayoko din magsisi s huli..

peo kung anu man mging desixon ko..

sana maintindihan nya..

i do love him..

its just dat..

may mga bagay na ndi p ko hnadang mangyari at ayoko..

marami p kong gustong gawin..

maxado p kong bata para s gusto nya..

bata p nmn kmi,

mas ok siguro kung parehas muna nming ienjoy tong stage n toh..

sana tlga maintindihan nya ko..

hirap n hirap akong gwin toh kc nttkot ako..

whew!!

i dont know wat to do..

ndi ko alam kung panu ko xa hhrapin..

God please help me!!!

 

..Twilight..

November 29th, 2008 by bellexy

Oh my GOD!!!!one of the best movie ever!!!super love the story, though im about to start to read the book, but I really love it..

I adore Edward and Bella so much.. The way Edward express his love to Bella, and the way Bella respect and accepts the real Edward.. haaayy!! Watch the whole story and you’ll see, you’ll gonna love it like i did!!

reminiscing the things i didn’t expect during my stay in TIP..emote lang!;p

October 30th, 2008 by bellexy

grabeh!!3rd year 2nd sem n ko..

parang kailan lang, 1st year lang ako..

tpos neon 3rd year n ko..

nkkatuwa nmn..hehehehe..

one year n lng grad n ko..wwoohhoo!!

kala q ggraduate aq as nurse buti n lng ndi..

ayoko tlga maging nurse..

happy naman ako sa kung anung course ko neon eh..

as marketing student, ok nmn eh..

dami ngyari sakin since ngstart ako s college..

dami memories..

masaya, malungkot, nkktakot n memories..

halos lahat ata sa TIP ko nransan eh..

naranasan kong..

inaway ng dahil s lalaki..

naranasan kong my nambubully sakin s skul..

w/c i didn’t expect to..

naging iyakin ako for the whole sem, because of that..

but during dat tym, dun ko nkita and nafeel ang care sakin ng mga friends ko..

dey wer olweis der for me during dat tym..nkktouch nga eh..

kaya love n love ko sila..hehehe..

and im so blessed to have them..

peo, kahit may ganung moment ako s skul..

happy din nmn, kc i found him..

my very special love..oha!!

xa ang nging dahilan ng pambubully sakin..

peo im not blaming him..

ang importante, mgksma kmi..

oh db..hehehe..

another thing is when i compete with different schools and dancers all over the pinas..

db ang bongga!!

ndi ko ineexpect n mkkranas ako ng gnun..

saya nga eh!!

during college, naenhance din ung skills ko sa pagssyaw..

nung una s school lang ako sumsayaw..

but then, naging outside d skul nah..

thanks to them..

for trusting me to be one of them..

xempwe thanks din s mga friends ko n ksma ko sumyaw inside the skul..

mga tropa ko..hehehehe

grabeh!mga ala-ala s TIP..

nkktuwa..hehehehe..

buti n lng din s TIP ako npadpad..hehehehe

toinks!;p

one step at a time by jordin sparks

August 23rd, 2008 by bellexy

da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da
da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can’t touch

HOOK
You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet
Wonderin’ when, where and how you’re going to make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you getting all kinda impatient
Waiting, we live and we learn

CHORUS
To take one step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly, or falling in love
It’s gonna happen when it’s supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da
da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da

You believe, and you doubt
You’re confused, and got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

HOOK
You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet
Wonderin’ when, where and how you’re going to make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you getting all kinda impatient
Waiting, we live and we learn

CHORUS
To take one step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly, or falling in love
It’s gonna happen when it’s supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can’t wait any longer (you can’t wait)
But there’s no end in time (when you need to find the strength)
It’s your faith that makes you stronger (the only way we get there)
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

To take one step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly, or falling in love (Falling in love)
It’s gonna happen when it’s supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly, or falling in love (Falling in love)
It’s gonna happen when it’s supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

unwritten by natasha bedingfield

May 25th, 2008 by bellexy

I am unwritten, can’t read my mind, I’m undefined
I’m just beginning, the pen’s in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We’ve been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can’t live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

i call it love by lionel rihie

May 9th, 2008 by bellexy

I look at you
You look at me
(You can’t tell me you ain’t feeling butterflies)
It’s obvious,
There’s some chemistry
(I think I know it when it feels so right)
Girl I wanted so long to know
Now you’re telling me you gotta let it go
(Don’t tell me I have to start all over again)
I never thought this day would come
(This is something that I wanted in my life)
I relize that you’re the one
(And you’re telling me it’s time to say goodbye)
What’s inside of my heart, it ain’t gonna change
So it shouldn’t be so easy to walk away
(You feel it, I feel it, let’s not pretend)

Chorus
Baby, I don’t know what love is
Maybe I’m a fool
I just know what I’m feeling
And it’s all because of you
Don’t tell me
I don’t know
I want the truth
Cuz they call it
We call it
You call it
I call it love

Verse 2

It’s so clear for you to see
(Don’t let nobody tell you what to do)
Why they can’t just let us be happy
(I don’t want to find somebody new)
If you know what’s really in your heart
Then don’t let them tear us apart
(Cuz you feel it, I feel it, don’t say we’re through)

Chorus

Baby I don’t know what love is
Maybe I’m a fool
I just know what i’m feeling
And it’s all because of you
Don’t Tell me
I don’t know
I want the truth
Cuz they call it
We call it
You call it
I call it love

Break

We have a bond that’s unbreakable
And it’s not time to let it go
And now that we know it’s real
We are going to let it show
To the whole world
That I’m yours forever
And you’re my girl
You’re my everything
I don’t know….

chorus

Baby, I don’t know what love is
Maybe I’m im a fool
I just know what I’m feeling
And it’s all because of you
Don’t tell me
I don’t know
I want the truth
Cuz they call it
We call it
You call it
I call it love
(Repeat)

Love
They call it love
I call it
Love

forever by the ambassadors

April 12th, 2008 by bellexy

I may burn out like a candle
And i may pass away
I may fall just like a shooting star
My heart will stay
I’ll be yours until forever
Forever i’ll be true
To the promise i have made
From the day that i found you

Forever you’re in my heart
Even if we’re apart
I say forever i’ll be yours
Forever i love you
I say forever i’ll be yours
Forever i love you
My love will never fade away
Even if i die
And i will love you
Until the end of time
Even without your smile
So hear me please
I beg you

Dont walk away i need you
To stay with me and be
By my side
Hold my hand
And we’ll work it out
Until…

Forever i’ll be yours
Forever i love you
I say forever i’ll be yours
Forever i’ll be true
My love will never fade away
Even if i die
And i will love you until
The end of time
Even without your smile
So hear me please
I beg you to stay…

Apologize by Timbaland ft. One Republic

April 4th, 2008 by bellexy

I’m holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I’m hearin what you say but I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around, and say…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it’s nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it’s turning blue, and you say…
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
It’s too late to apologize, yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah-
I’m holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground…

sunday morning by maroon5

February 17th, 2008 by bellexy

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in

But things just get so crazy
Living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road
Get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
And back and forth we sway
Like branches in a storm
Change of weather
Still together when it ends
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy
Living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling
And I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it will bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

You may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
Driving slow, yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah

There’s a flower in your hair
I’m a flower in your hair

Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Whoa, yeah (less)

your call by secondhand serenade

January 12th, 2008 by bellexy
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry Call I'm desperate for your voice Listening to the song we used to sing In the car, do you remember Butterfly, Early Summer It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet 

I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight 

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh Because every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy? What's your...

I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight 

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4 (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have) 

I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight 

I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)